Six Feet Down Under

Memories

2011-12-24T00:42:00.003+08:00

Hi guys!

It's been quite some time since I last posted something here, or more like I've never posted any? I have no idea and I'm too lazy to check. Anyway, that's not the main point i'm posting this, so let's not talk about it.

*This might be boring and reading this might waste 5 mins of your life, please dont waste your time if you're not interested. I'm serious :)

I've been thinking a lot these days and also have been looking back at a lot of things. It seems like everything changed, and somehow, I wished and wished and wished that everything would be how it used to be, but too bad. It's not gonna happen. So yeah. Anyway, I just wanna tell all of you that I really appreciate everything that we've been through together and thanks for everything. Especially those great memories. :)

Jane, although u've been in singapore all these while, we still managed to keep in touch. I seriously appreciated it and I'm so glad that we have gotten closer despite the distance. LOL. Especially when u called me at 12am to wish me happy birthday. Oh wait. Maybe 12+. haha. Nvm. It doesn't matter. And rmb how u fell asleep while talking? ;)

Menon, I'm so gonna miss everything that we've done together in school. It was seriously fun as hell ! :D especially how we get so excited when it's gonna be recess. And how we were acting like gangsters when we finally managed to escape from our prefect post. Ah.. What a relief. :) and oh rmb our code? 6757? :P we gotta meet up for lunch one day kay? I haven't gone out with you since after spm, busy woman. :)

Yuan Ting, remember our phone call that day? gosh. It was like more than an hour. Thinking back, I can't even recall what were we talking about already, but all I can remember is, we've never had an awkward situation although both of us don't speak to each other. :) hopefully, that would last :) oh and there's something i wanna tell u, if u happen to see this post then only u ask me lah kay? I don't wanna talk about it in public :)

Raveena, thank you so much for the phone call at 12am on my birthday. I know I wasn't as hyper as I should be, but it was coz I was thinking about something and figuring it out. So sorry. And no matter how I may seem like I don't care about all those little stuff that people do, deep down, I actually care. :) we can keep in touch through twitter now :) hopefully. lol.

Cheryl, there's so many ups and downs in our friendship that I don't know where to start. lol. Just wanna tell you thanks so much for everything that you've helped me with and it really means a lot to me. Just so u know. :) I guess the downs were mostly because I was acting recklessly. So lets forget all the bad memories and only keep the good ones yeah :)

I think that's it. This is a really long one. :) I guess it's enough to keep this blog alive. lol. To all 5 of you, once again, thanks for all those great memories and thanks for tolerating my mood swings. If I've ever been harsh to you or have broken any promises that I've made, I'm so sorry. Lets just let bygones be bygones alright? :)
I can't believe that I'm gonna say this but I'm so gonna miss all of you ! :') All the best in everything and I hope that this is not the end of our friendship. :)

Graduation 8-10-2011

2011-10-13T15:31:00.001+08:00

So here's what I was thinking, our blog wouldn't be complete without this meaningful event.
On this day, we shared great moments and sweet memories together.
A day that we'll all look back and remember for the rest of our lives.
:D

After 11 years of school and 5 years together, we finally graduated!
I swear I'll miss you guys. :')

"We won't break,

We won't die,

It's just a moment of change,

All we are,

Is everything that's right."

Those were the days...

2011-10-13T00:19:00.000+08:00

Looking back at our blog, I realised something.
I was a fool.
An idiot.
How blind could I have been?!
I feel like crying.
I really really REALLY missed our friendship together,
As friends,
As a family,
As The Blatant VI.

You don't miss what you have till it's gone. Yeah, I truly believe that.

And one more thing,
I'M SORRY GUYS
FOR EVERYTHING!
If only we could turn back time,
Things could be different,
Things would be different,
Sigh.

I miss when we were as one.

Looooking back! :D

2011-02-23T23:22:00.002+08:00

WOW! The blog has been practically dead for more than one year. :D hehehe...I do not even know whether you guys still check out the blog.

Haiz...seriously miss you guys so SO SO much!! :'( but it seems like most of you are busy mugging for SPM or probably loaded with lots and lots of interact work. Well, from now on, i'll keep the blog alive. Maybe one fine day when you all open this blog, you all will be astonished to see so many posts. hehehe... :D

GOOD LUCK!!! :D

(PS: I really wish I can turn back time. :(...)

Jane-less

2010-01-20T15:55:00.002+08:00

No more, Jane-teacher debates in class.
No more, of her random n quirky questions.
No more, Jane sleeping during assembly.
No more, Jane borrowing metal badge.
No more, Jane doing her last minute homework.

No more, waiting for Jane to pack her things after school.
No more, Jane always being the last person to leave the class.
No more, Jane with her sling bottle.

No more, free delicious sandwiches during recess. (My all time favourite ham & tuna - lol)
No more, expecting Jane to come 5 minutes before the school bell rings.

No more, of her nicknames she used to call us.
No more, Jane's & Raveena's funny acts together.
No more, of those mid-way questions that she loves to do.

Two weeks have passed,
Yet there's something missing,
Looking at the empty space,
Can't help expecting,

Feeling something's out of place,
Remembering the old days,
With all of us,
But now we are,
Jane-less.

PS : All the best to you in Singapore. Missing you here. Lol! XD

Going Green??

2010-01-12T16:30:00.002+08:00

LOL! Jane here. I know, I know. Everyone is having a BIG shock right now cause i am posting something at last, since the blog had been dead for so long. The last time I post was like...about 7 months ago??? Btw, just want to say that i really like our new blog skin. Its just like a new year's resolution....Going Green...yea...keep the world green....haha...full of moss....just kidding! XD

I just wanted to say...I really miss u guys!!! Hope u all miss me too..XP haha..kk..thats all for now...tata!

Just for the Fun of it!

2010-01-08T18:27:00.003+08:00

HEY!!! Menon is baaaaackk!!...But will be gone soon..:D

Just wanted to say have fun in school. We are going green people! My bottle says going green is not a colour, it is a state of mind. So let's do it.. actually i have nothing to say..soooo... BYE!

ASH-MEN :)

=)

2009-12-02T22:36:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday
to Xiao Yan,
the smallest kid in ''our blatant family''.

Curious2

2009-09-29T20:22:00.001+08:00

Answer:

Never Be Forever

curious

2009-09-21T16:11:00.000+08:00

How long will a friendship last?

Elements

2009-09-11T21:54:00.003+08:00

Dream,
It is such a wonderful word,
yet, i still don't have one.

Life,
getting along with it,
'm leading a not perfect but satisfying one.

Memory,
the best present you guys had ever given to me,

and it is holding me back.

Love, it somehow completes me.

Life Is Short

2009-08-31T21:15:00.005+08:00

'' Sometimes when you're young you think nothing can hurt you. It's like being invincible.

Your whole life is ahead of you and you have big plans. Big Plans.

To find your perfect match, the one who completes you.

But as you get older you realize it's not always that easy.

It's not until the end of your life that you realize how the plans you made where simply plans.

Because at the end when you're looking back instead of forward

you want to believe you made the most of what life gave you.

You want to believe you're leaving something good behind.

You want it all to have mattered.''

Can You Feel It?

2009-08-28T21:23:00.003+08:00

I started thinking of him,

missing him as well.

Something to CRACK YOU UP !!

2009-08-28T15:23:00.003+08:00

I found this post on someone's blog..thought it will crack you up!! XD
A Moral Story

My girlfriend called me
saying she was alone at home.
I went there & found her sister
alone in the house.
She was unbelievably sexier
than my GirlFriend.
She whispered in my ear,
“I have feelings for you, make love to me just once”
I turned around & walked to the front door towards my car.
Amazingly, I found my GirlFriend standing there
& she hugged me & said,
“U have won my trust.”
Moral:
Its always better to keep
the CoNDoMS in the car & not in the wallet!!

If Only

2009-08-27T22:42:00.002+08:00

You were my strength
when I was weak

You were my voice
when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes
when I couldn't see

You saw the best
there was in me

Lifted me up
when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith
'cause you believed

You gave me wings
and made me fly

You touched my hand,
I could touch the sky

I lost my faith,
you gave it back to me

You've been my inspiration
through the lies you were the truth

I'm everything I am,
Because you loved me

You

2009-08-24T22:59:00.003+08:00

Always tell yourself;

Everything Will Be Alright.

My Day 817

2009-08-17T20:00:00.002+08:00

As i wish, as i expected, it was just an ordinary day. Got many wishes from different people. Even Mr.Gerald wished me, yeah big thank to SOH AI LIN.

I was rather disappointed with Ding they all. They didn't say anything. I was expecting either wishes or presents from them. Sadly to say, nothing. Maybe Ding wasn't that close with me, but at least shieh er and wendy should do something. Sigh, they pissed me off.

Plus, i suffered from an excruciating pain of my backbone. I couldn't even sit properly when i was sitting for the history paper. Plan not to go to school if the pain doesn't stop tomorrow. =(

It wasn't a peaceful day at home. I never want to celebrate my birthday at home, NEVER. My family didn't even bother, they will only tear me up. And yes, i cried, every year on my birthday, over the same damn thing. However, my father did remember, he sms me when i was in the tuition, saying :' happy birthday my dear, i love you.' I was quite shocked, cause i had never heard him saying i love you before in my entire life.

It's 8.30 pm.
I want to sleep now.
Good Night!

''Things will never be perfect if you want it to be.''

Happy Birthday !!!!

2009-08-17T15:13:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday,Yuan Ting !!!!
May all your wishes come true !!!!

Happy Birthday !

2009-08-12T09:24:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Raveena !!
hope u enjoy the celebration ..

Glad to have you as a friend!

2009-08-08T11:10:00.006+08:00

When I was a young and innocent toddler,
At the mere age of four or five,
I used to dream,
That one day,
I will at least have someone or somebody,
to stick by my side,
whenever i feel down,
or at least someone to be,
always there for me,
to cheer me up,
or to support me,
in whatever things i do.

It may be a fairytale love written in bedtime's stories,
or it may be a love at first sight,
where you know that he is the one,
that will be your soulmate.

Everyone wants a long-lasting love,
where he will love you,
forever and ever,
till death do us apart.

Nevertheless,
It was only my childhood fantasy,
one that i used to dream of,
eventhough it was merely hoping against hope,
but i have always hold on to that one particular dream,
Hoping and hoping that it will come true.

But,
as i stepped in the world of teenagers,
i begin to realise,
that it was only just a dream,
a dream that may or may not come true,
as reality dawned upon me,
i begin to lose hope of fairytales' fantasies.

Then,
you all came into my lives,
Making my dull and dreadful life,
better than the best.

My days were light up,
with smile and laughter,
a game we used to play,
called truth or tooth.

You stick by my side,
during my ups and downs,
cheering me up with lame jokes,
or advising me in whatever mistakes I do.

I couldnt expressed,
the feeling of gratefulness I felt,
in words,
It is all carved on the wall of my heart.

Who need a prince charming in their lives?
Who need a lover or a man by their side?
Who need a fairytale love?

As long as we have each other,
to depend on,
it will all be ok.

As long as we passed through,
all our obstacles together,
The special bond,
between us,
will be stronger and stronger,
as days and days pass by.

A friend like you,
is one in a million,
a rare species,
that should be treasured,
for eternity.

I am glad that you are all present in my life,
we may not always be on the same page,
but at least,
you are all always there for me.

Thats all i could ever asked for.

(P.S: Our group is having a huge obstacle..hope it wont last forever.)

A Friendship Journey

2009-08-04T21:41:00.002+08:00

What strange lands a friendship travels...
Or rather strange, what friends have along the journey.
Of closeness felt and closeness feigned
Through the time many a friendship moves
Shifts
And changes or disappears.What was there? Or was it? Not to know.
Though truly, neither side is free to ignore
What might have, could have, seemed to be
At least to one

A friendship marked, marred
By uncertainty
Hesitation
Confusion
Emptiness.
Should it be said out loud? No.
Why voice what's already known, already felt.

Actions precede words, no truer will follow
For little by little, now, there is nothing
No one
To follow
Where?
It doesn't matter.

The signs can be learned, but can be neither avoided nor changed
One friend wants to change the signs
The other, to escape the journeyman, to stay one distance ahead
Until the friend reads but does not follow.

What strangeness, sometimes sadness, befalls those on the road of friendship...
Roads meet, roads diverge, roads end.
But the traveling does not, should not cease, for the road traveled
Is but one of many.
Friends, unique, but not finite.
The traveler wise does not forget, does not regret
But rather, remembers what was learned along the way
To be used on another journey
Another day
Which begins tomorrow.

Canteen Day !

2009-08-03T15:18:00.002+08:00

Canteen Day was actually kind of fun this year..all thanks to 5K...lol..
Their game is something like this...you register at their stall for free where they give you this orange sticker... It is an agreement that you agreed to get wet..
And they will supply you with water balloons...1 for RM1....
You only can throw water balloons at ppl who had the orange stickers...

So, i obviously got drenched...from head to toe..!!!! All thanks to Raveena and Vivien...XD
All in all, it was the best canteen day i ever experienced!!!!

Wonder

2009-07-30T23:37:00.003+08:00

I wonder,
if i go to school today, will everything be different?

''Always show the you in you that makes you the you that you are.''

To All My Friends

2009-07-28T20:50:00.003+08:00

The Valli Girls - Always There In You lyrics

Always There in You - The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants: The Valli Girls

If you ever lose your way
You don’t have to be afraid
Look inside to find a friend
Who’ll be with you ‘til the end
Many different roads to choose
Searching for the strength to make it through
But it always there in you

''Always there in you.''

Slogans....

2009-07-27T17:37:00.003+08:00

There are three slogans that really inspire me .....

United we stand, together we fall.
Shoot for the moon and you will land between the stars.
All for one, one for all.

Thats all...

P.S : Having my piano exam the day after tomorrow...wish me luck..XD

Our Memories

2009-07-25T20:59:00.003+08:00

When my mind is blank, all i can think about is..
her.

''Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love,
the things you never want to lose. ''

22/7/2009

2009-07-23T17:37:00.003+08:00

It rained in my world.

''Tears explain everything.''

Bon Odori

2009-07-19T19:25:00.010+08:00

Went to Bon Odori last night.

Amazingly, i saw nothing except peopleS.

We took a lil' pictures. XD

Pics will make the plot.

School

Stadium Panasonic

Toilets

kawaii..
wanted to kiss him lah

PerfomanceS

Ice-creamS

The four OrangeS =)

It was not that fun cause too packed already
But then, i enjoyed taking pictures.
=D

PS: And there's some correction i have to make for my last post.
My wife somehow did realize me being kind of ''different''.
And thanks to her, for sitting by my side.

''I want go to swimming pool.''
; My mother,=).

Melancholic

2009-07-17T19:31:00.005+08:00

Everything seems mattered to me.

For example, why didn't Lim Xiao Yan and Lee Shien Jane say goodbye after school today? Cause most of the time i'll leave earlier than them, so usually i say bye first instead of them. But today, as i had to attent my choir practice, so they went back first. Surprisingly, they went back without any words.

Even such a small matter, i gave it a lot of thoughts.

Next thing, i fought with Irene Lee Wan Chien today. I was just trying to prove to her that the answer is A, instead of B. I admitted that i went a little overboard but till now, i don't think i have done anything wrong. Still, i apologized to her. She just gave me a look and that's all. ''People say sorry doesn't mean you must forgive her''. Fine, never mind then. I didn't loss anything also.

And by the way, I don't need her forgiveness, it's not my fault at all.

Lately, i can't control myself of not thinking negatively. No one seems to come to my rescue. I'm being so directionless and helpless. A very great depression, grief and sadness are existed inside my heart and soul. Things were not going like the way i expected. I'm still hoping for someone to tell me 'everything will be alright', 'it doesn't matter.', 'i'll support you.' or maybe 'Cheer.' But, there will not be any. And i don't know whether i can go through everything of this by myself or not. I begin to doubt myself. If this continuously happen, i think i will suffer from melancholic.

''Any time I got in emotional turmoil,
I felt sick all the time,
like at any minute I would die.''

Worship

2009-07-14T21:43:00.005+08:00

He is smart, beyond smart.

He is caring, he cares for his non-blood-relatioship brother, Lincoln.
He is loyal and always trust his buddies, Sucre and Alex.
He is lovely, he loves Sara so much and is willing to sacrifice for her.

He is, Michael Scofield.

I watched the last episode of Prison Break Season 4 yesterday.
And I was crying non-stop.
why does he have to die at last?
why why why?
He dies in the jail because he wants to save his wife and his son life.
In other words, he exchanges their freedom with his death.
but he never had a happy moment in his life before.
His life is just all about RUNNING.

and he is very success of being a
Husband, Father, Uncle, Brother & Friend.

''will always miss you, MS.''

The un-Express-able Anger

2009-07-10T22:20:00.004+08:00

I don't feel like going to school nowadays.
Perhaps, it should be,
I have nothing to look foward in school.
School makes everything worst.
School makes me stress.
Maybe, humans are the one that change everything upside down.

''Why are you always thinking too much?
break up, break up lah.
you don't even care what,
do you?''

Idiot is idiot.
Fool is fool.
And you are one of them.

Not Crazy

2009-07-08T17:05:00.002+08:00

You know what,
I like the way people put their hand on my forehead,
to test whether i have fever or not.
It makes me feel so warm.

XD

''Love begins by taking care of the closest ones.''

Almost !!!

2009-07-03T17:14:00.003+08:00

3 things i did today...

i smelt Raveena's butt
and her _ _ _ _ _
last but not least, i ALMOST kiss vivien's _ _ _ _ _!

And all of these happened...

Is just to avoid getting splash...haiz.!

Remember, Words Can Kill One's Heart.

2009-07-02T06:25:00.006+08:00

Trust me, it can.

Just want to take this chance to apologize to her.
Sorry for not telling you truth.
I really do not want you to be disappointed, neither do him.

I know she will not be seeing this,
but this is the only way.

Anyway, i'm off to pangkor.

''miss me when i'm gone.''

COOKING 2!!

2009-06-30T20:52:00.001+08:00

oh yeah...btw..I enjoyed the baking...and it turned out to be quite alright..lol...cheryl was a good partmer...I was the bad one..hehe..

Hello everyone!!

2009-06-30T20:48:00.002+08:00

Hi..hope you all missed me..i'm kinda bored so that is why i am blogging...isn't it obvious?...I ends think the only one who is trying to keep the blog alive is Jane..lol..nvm..no worries...if at all it up dead..then all i can say is R.I.P. .......toodles...thats all for now!!

COOKING !!!!

2009-06-29T14:21:00.004+08:00

After a long period of time waiting, we finally get to COOK !! I know its a wonder why i sounded so happy...as any normal human beings, people tend to avoid cooking but i am actually looking forward to it..so, the conclusion is...i am not a normal human being..lol :P

Looking on the bright side, i get to bring some snacks home !!! Just hope that no one gets diarrhoea after eating it...LOL...just joking !!

Choices

2009-06-26T20:43:00.002+08:00

Installation or Family Gathering?
Tuition or Ochestra?
Youth Day or Bon Odori?

Mind or Heart?

''If you limit your choices

only to what seems possible or reasonable,

you disconnect yourself from what you truly want,

and all that is left is compromise.''

SPLASH !!!!

2009-06-25T20:57:00.008+08:00

It was an awesome school day today..Vivien brought a Nike bottle which is the same one as Khoo's. That particular bottle can sprinkle water on ppl..but if you press to hard, you know what will happen !!!! So, I took Vivien's bottle while Jye Yih took Khoo's bottle and we had a splash fight...lol...i kind of splashed lots of water on Jye Yih...but i think she forgive me !!! >.<

And Lekha, if you are reading this, i was actually aiming on your BUTT but too bad...you turned around..lol

Looking forward to school tomorrow !!! and Jye Yih, its time for REVENGE !!!!

Only Us

2009-06-25T00:14:00.004+08:00

We fought,
but then once we got better,
everything seemed so worthy.

I'm glad, =)
they accept me as one of their friend.
And, i am proud to be one,
to be part of them.

''We are going to have peace
even if we have to fight for it.''

Primo Tag

2009-06-22T20:19:00.003+08:00

1.) What is your most humilating moment?
My mother slaped me once in front of everyone, when i was 10.

2.) What is your favourite colour?
Turquoise.

3.) Name ten of the opposite sex who is related to you.
I don't really have that much except for my dad and bro. XD

4.) What is the most common vulgar word the you normally used?
Hell. (is it a vulgar word?)

5.) What is your favourite food?
Rice with Eggs. As simple as that.

6.) Which country do you like the most?
Korea.

7.) Do you believe in true love?
Yes.

8.) If yes, give your reasons.
True love completes me.

9.) Last but not least, name 15 wishes you planned to achieve this year.

PMR straight A's
A celebration for my birthday
Stop complaining 'bout the others
Grow taller, at least 160cm
Get a pretty pretty dinner gown for myself
Find out the right direction to my future/dream
Learn dancing
Focus more on study
Held a perfect farewell party for them
Improve my English
Enjoy my F3's life, and it will put me into smile when i think back next time.
Get more money to spend
Remain 50kg at the end of the year, or perhaps the entire of my life.
We'll Be Better.
and live happily ever after.

''Love life and life will love you back.
Love people and they will love you back.''

Tagged!

2009-06-21T16:38:00.003+08:00

LOL....
Since all of you don't know what is tagged is....
here are some few ques you all need to answer...

What is your most humilating moment? (keep it short will ya?)
What is your favourite colour?
Name ten of the opposite sex who is related to you.(it will be easy for you, lou kong)
What is the most common vulgar word the you normally used?
What is your favourite food?
which country do you like the most?
Do you believe in true love?
If yes, give your reasons.
Last but not least, name 15 wishes you planned to achieve this year.

Thats all for now. PLEASE BE HONEST!!!!

Something to keep this blog alive (3)

2009-06-18T21:22:00.003+08:00

Well, let me tagged everyone in this blog excluding me!!!
Here are the list who got tagged :-

Lou Kong (XY)
Raveena
SYT
Cheryl
Ask Ash-M (private joke)

Enjoy the tagged, guys! No backing out! :P

Again

2009-06-11T10:47:00.007+08:00

あの頃に見たいにって　戻りたいわけじゃないの　
なくして来た空を　探してる。

It's not like i want to go back to the way things were back then,
I'm just searching for the sky i've lost.

I - starting afresh

2009-06-10T11:18:00.008+08:00

I haven't posted in quite a while...

I'm surprised to see that xy started posting...

I'm so bored, nothing to do, stuck at home n at tuitions but still not wanting the holidays to end...

I've been thinking a lot lately, on many things that bothered me currently...

***

I feel that things are different, people are changing...

I guess I can't prevent it all from happening...

I hate changes, but...

I'm beginning to rationalize...

I have to learn to accept, things cannot be how I always want it to be...

I'm gonna just let it be...

***

I'm sorry if I offended them but there are some things that I just can't stand...

I hope they don't get the wrong message...

I want to start afresh, just be myself, n stop worrying bout other ppl...

I wanna be someone who doesnt have to bother bout everyone else when they are not even doing so, only to those who seem to care...

***

I want to learn to not to care anymore, to just follow the flow of everyone else...

I'm done with drama...

Hannah Montana the movie

2009-06-09T18:40:00.003+08:00

It didn't turn out to be pretty boring after all.
Love the way they dance and the _ _ _ there is so _ _ _ _!!!!!
Love the song..the one that they all dance (the weirdest song)...but anyway, I love it....
Last but not least....I am so gonna kill Raveena....
that was the UGLIEST picture of ME!!!!
Gosh...let me pose for you next time....so it would be a better pic......
That all for now.....
Cheers, my ladies!!!!

Happy Birthday

2009-06-07T00:02:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Jane !!

Congrats !

2009-06-06T13:20:00.001+08:00

Congrats to all SMK Convent Klang choir members ..

u guys really improved a lot compared to the district competition ..

Day

2009-06-04T22:32:00.004+08:00

Lack of money,
Lack of exercise,
And both of these are enough to make me suffer. like hell.

...

''Tick-tock-tick-tock-tick-tock
Dong--Dong--Dong''

Today is Thursday. Tomorrow is Friday. Ahh.. is another week. The first week of 2 weeks holidays is going to end soon. It was rather a busy week for me. I couldn't really recall what had i done for the past few days. All i know is that my days were filled with lots of practices and tuitions.

Anyway, my conclusion is i am very tired right now. I need to sleep.

Night!

''Sleep is the cousin of death.''

C.h.o.i.r

2009-06-01T18:15:00.004+08:00

Full Effort Is Full Victory

2009-05-31T14:34:00.004+08:00

Third
Third
Third
Third
Third

We won third in the choir state competition.
It was quite unexpected for some of us 'cause there were other schools better than us.
but turned out to be top 3.
And we were the only team shouted in the hall there.
The champion didn't shout, but the convent team shouted for getting number 3,
weird right? Gila punya!

This time, i do believe that
I did my best.
I enjoyed the songs.
I gave my everything.

I LOVE CHOIR!

The choirs left the main tune
and soared the two octaves past heaven in a descent
to rattle the bones and surge the heart.

something to keep this blog alive (2)

2009-05-31T14:20:00.003+08:00

Oh ya. Not to forget the most important person which is...
.
..
...
..
.
..
...
..
.
..
...
..
.
..
...
..
.
..
...
..
.

RAVEENA =)
By the way, she is NO longer available. She is married. So, you better don't fall in love with her. XD

Emotional

2009-05-29T18:55:00.004+08:00

Exam is over.
I didn't do my best this time.
I lost my confident in myself.
People always say, let by gone be by gone
But, that's no way i can do that till i get my paper back.

Suspicious, suspens, doubt and disappointment,
are all over my head.
How come humans always think of the negatif part of the person when they dislike or hate them?
What i feel, what i see, is the truth right?
Yes, it is. It must be a yes.
Because i can, and i will only believe myself.

Tomorrow is the choir competition.
I am excited too.

'Will you think that you`re all alone
When no one`s there to hold your hand?
And all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary, rest your head
I`m permanent'

; Permanent , David Cook

something to keep this blog alive

2009-05-29T15:38:00.007+08:00

helo..

its been a very very long time since i last blogged.So, I'll try my very best to keep this one long. didnt blog for such a long long long time cause of the exams.owh well, its over now, right?the pic that showed all of us is pretty bad, kan?

enjoy.

that's syt. my hhusband. she hates this
pic but i think its cute, right?

lee shien jane. sorry jane. i dont have a much better pic. lol

tht's xiao yan. in the purple shirt. i didnt get a good angle cause she's shy. and now, after reading this she's either gonna kill me in asiah, remove this post , kill me in school after two weeks or not talk to me. heheh

ashwathi.. during the birthday this year..

cheryl.. the one pointing at something.

those are the member;s of this blog. nice leh? well, today was fun. went to school today for teacher's day. actually, im not a teacher's day person but we had to perform and we were having practice so i went. unfortunately, we didnt perform. God knows why. anyhoo, vivien, yuan ting, jye yih, irene and i ended up having a _ _ _ talk. pretty fun. hehehehh. all these nonsense. its very weird how they do it...heheh.. thats about it. we're going for competition tomorrow representing klang. wish us luck!

Away From Hell

2009-05-20T16:12:00.003+08:00

I almost died on that day.

Me : Dad, your car is so small. You should buy a big one.
Dad : Buy a bus then.

I was drinking water when he told this joke. I choked.
I couldn't even breath. The oxygen couldn't enter my lungs.
Something stucked in my trachea.
After some 'serious' cough, i managed to breath. Thank God!

...

Exam is tomorrow, and I ain't ready yet.
But somehow, tomorrow has to come.
Time will never wait for me.
I cannot stop, never.

Accept fate, and move on.

Books or Boobs

2009-05-12T21:10:00.004+08:00

Well, based on the title above...i guess you are wondering what the hell this is about. Unfortunately, I am not going to elaborate about it because someone is going to kill me if I do...XD.

Today is one of the worst day I had in my school life. My teacher purposely reminded us about a presentation we had to do about Mr. Utterson. Guess what? I had the lousiest group members in the whole wide world...excluding you, Raveena. They leave all the job for me to do...then, they will get all the credits WHICH IS ALL MY HARDWORK! and I had to sleep around 2 am and get up around 6am. No wonder I slept in class today!
Well, it turned out that my English teacher was absent from school today. What a shitty day! After all I have been through, my luck keeps on getting lousier and lousier...haiz....

au revoir..for now..

2009-05-08T22:21:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone!!...this is my 2nd post..im so proud of meyself..lol...i noe im crappin..anywayz..just here to say i won't be popping my head in this area till the exams r over..so bye!!!!!!..

Voices

2009-05-08T22:03:00.006+08:00

Rhythm of Life

Us

Moment of Joy, Moment of Life

2009-05-08T00:07:00.006+08:00

When you won something that you have always hoped for,
When you thought of every effort had be paid,
When you loved something very much and it became yours eventually,
When you prayed so hard and it was heard by God,
When you realized that your wish came true;

...

I wouldn't be able to smile, instead, i would cry.
Every tear represented the happiness of mine.
My whole body was filled with joy on that moment, on that time.
I was very proud of myself, and ourselves.

And,

I will always do.

...

Choir TeamMates, We Made It.

'Oh, i can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime
For the moment like this'

; A Moment Like This, Kelly Clarkson

friday friday friday love

2009-05-04T17:26:00.002+08:00

i had a wonderful friday. awesome friday actually. after choir practise, we( as in mum, sho,tenh and i ) went to ppppppaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaavvvvvvvvvvviiiiiiiiiiiilllllllllliiiiiiiiiiiiooooooonnnnn. that spells pavillion by the way. eheh. so fun. i love shopping. i'd rather shop than stare at good looking people. imagine that. shopping is just so fun. you get to see so many pretty clothes and buy them. ahhhhhhhhhhh. fascinating isnt it ? how shopping brightens my day. btw, I LOVE TOPSHOP. awesome. wish i lived in london, then things wouldnt be that expensive. oh well. we always want what we cant get right?

To Ash.M

2009-05-01T20:50:00.002+08:00

All I can say that your post is very COLOURFUL!!!!!
Keep up the good work...LOL!

(P.S: Good luck in your competition!)

Drifted apart

2009-04-30T23:33:00.006+08:00

Sometimes u just make me wonder...is it all real, is it the real u?....i'm really confused....one moment u're laughing, enjoying..one moment later, it just emo all the way.....silence...not a word mentioned until it concerns u....why do i feel like i'm the one contributing to this....I have no idea if u noticed, but i tried....again n again....but it never works....i feel like i'm the only one not able to do anything, the one whose not able to help out or get along with.... i wonder, are u happy or are u still hoping for something else...i guess it's bcoz we have nothing in common anymore....everyone feeds u with a certain need, desire, interest...something in common....but not me...i think it lost long time ago....everything i do or ask just to end with a one-word answer n then the end....i feel like giving up, [hah!] but i noe i cant...i admit that we could go on a day, everday without talking at all n i woulnt even feel like anything's missing but...it's just my nature to bother...to feel kinda guilty...i do not want this to continue....i want a change, back to the old days...i will try my best to not let this matter slip out hand as long as i can help it....but all i ask of u is just to respond sincerely and realise....

FINALLY!!

2009-04-30T19:57:00.002+08:00

HI ppl!!...Finally i'm posting something...i was supposed to post about my langkawi trip..but currently i don't have the time..as u all noe tht the exams r coming up....so i'll catch yall later!!...i noe the others will be angry..but hey, it's still a post!!..so chow!!!

...

2009-04-24T17:59:00.004+08:00

just wanted to say,
be yourself and don't act like
you're different or what not.

but still
no offence to anyone who feels like
they're one of those people who aren't themselves.

Thinking Maturely

2009-04-22T18:03:00.005+08:00

This time
I begin to doubt myself.
For once, i used to think that i am a good listener.
I am not. I'll complain.
For once, i used to think that i am a good friend.
I am not. I'll betray, someday.
For once, i used to think that i am a good junior/senior.
I am not. I don't have respondsibilty.
For once, i used to think that i am a good daughter.
I am not. I'm just thinking selfishly.
I am not like what you think of.

From now on,
I need not any company
because i don't mind of being solitary.
I believe
i can fly without wings;
i can dream without fairy tales;
i can shine without light;
and,
i can move on without you
because i have to.

and, I'll never, ever, hate myself in my whole life.

''It tears me up.
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much.
I tried to forgive but it's not enough,
to make it all okay.''

; Broken String, James Morrsion & Nelly Fertado

Our garden

2009-04-21T23:09:00.005+08:00

I ponteng school today.
Somehow, i went to school at 1 cause i thought today had mandarin class as usual.
But, the class was canceled, and by the time they told me, my mom was already gone.
I was quite angry.
After their lunch, we started our work as we had planned earlier.
By the way, we were doing the seni folio thingy.
I was having a good time with them. Duh!
I always like being together, and do things together-gether.
Together means US only.
Telling you in case you don't understand.
But when they came in, they actually spoiled my mood. Is it only mine? I bet not.
Their jokes were, no offense, very lame and not funny.
I wonder if it was only me the one who felt that way.
Ahh... speechless.
At the end, we didn't manage to finish everything.
Did they?

Crapping !!!

2009-04-20T17:16:00.003+08:00

Well, it was a damn boring day in school today. Our 'considerate' school had organize a 'Bengkel Kecermelangan Pelajar' (something like that) to refresh our memory about PMR format as if we don't know !! If I have known earlier, I probably will skip school today.

Ok....another purpose of today's post is to fulfill Jye Yih's wish..(say thank you to me, Jye Yih..XD). Why aren't anyone posting anything (Yuan Ting..you are exceptional!)??? What happenned to Ashwathi wanting to post about her trip to Langkawi Island.....no offense Ash...but its ancient now, but i would still like you to post about it.

Now, I am currently addicted to fairy tales songs.....all thanks to the interact club charity play...titled The King And I.....well, but if you hear, know and understand the lyrics of Waltz Disney songs, you will understand my addiction. It is not only that the songs is nice, but it is also meaningful. Listen carefully!!! hehe....(Khoo's favourite line nowadays)

That's all for know...tata!

Awesome

2009-04-18T20:28:00.005+08:00

Charity Play

It was nice.
Except for the part which i couldn't watch the whole play of 'The King And I' as i was busy carrying the props at the backstage.
But overall, i enjoyed it. =)
Working with Jolene;
Eating with Rav;
Gossiping with Jane;
Taking pictures with Jye Yih;
Performing with Ashwathi.
Lastly,
Laughing with THEM.

''If the mind keep thinking you've enough
but the heart keep telling you don't give up
who are we question to be what is what, don't give up
Through it all, Just stand up''

; Just stand up

Thoughts.Of.Mine

2009-04-14T20:49:00.004+08:00

; I will be, Avril Lavigne

You never understand how much does a tear worth.
For once, i thought we are always together, for now at least.
But somehow, that thought is a mistake, a huge mistake.

'There's nothing i could say to you
Nothing i could ever do to make you see
what you mean to me
all the pains, the tears i cried'

Because i just realize that, there's nothing more, in us.
This is how far we can reach.

Sweet Memories

2009-04-14T16:38:00.004+08:00

Today is the day where we talk about all the sweet memories that happenned in primary school.

How I was the 'pelik' girl in school.......
How 'the Gang' controlled the school...
What a drastic change that happenned in everyone.....
The famous phrase 'I don't friend you' that used to be everyone's favourite sentence.......
The criticisation of all the teachers in our primary school......

I had a wonderful time today.....It was a laugh ! We should do that more often...:P

(P.S: I know all of you are wondering who is in "THE GANG"......well, you all will be astonished...."THE GANG" consist of 4 people which are Cheryl ,Brenda ,Amy and Vivien....shocking right...hehe!!!!)

The Sacrifaction

2009-04-13T19:16:00.006+08:00

Even if it's a dream of mine,
I have no other choice,
but to give it up.

I'm happy ( part 2 ) ;)

2009-04-12T17:55:00.002+08:00

I'm gaining alot of weight.
I'm getting FAT.
As in real fat. Why?

I'm also getting darker.
Alot darker than I used to be.
My skin tone is changing. Why?

I keep telling myself its okay, what's important is that I'm happy but how could I possibly be happy if I'm fat?

2009-04-12T16:06:00.001+08:00

To syt,

Hope you get well soon.....

-Bless You-

My Disaster. Soon.

2009-04-11T07:00:00.008+08:00

Went for a movie at Aeon with xy, ravi and cheryl.
'The confessions of a shopaholic'
Nice one of course. i believe in my taste.
The cinema's room was DAMN cold.
Plus, it was raining on that afternoon.
I was having a big headache, and sorethroat, and flu. suffered!
And i couldn't concentrate on my piano class.
Straight away after the class, i took a few of pills and went to bed at 5.30pm.
Still, i couldn't sleep that well. Kept awaken from time to time.
And now, here i am. Just awoke from my 13-hours-sleep.
And having a fever.
I think i had it since yesterday midnight. Never mind. Forget 'bout it.
Later still got tuition. Want to skip it but however, i can't do so as teacher said we can't skip the class for more than 4 times and i didn't go for 2 times already, and next week got Charity Play.
So today is a MUST to go.
How pathetic i am.
;(

The conclusion is I'm sick.

BlessMeAgain,
Syt

Titleless

2009-04-09T23:35:00.003+08:00

Sometime...you got to let it go.

Eventhough how much you don't want to,

The affectionate camaraderie between us,

Has become weaker and weaker day by day,

The special bonding you felt,

Is no longer there,

And all you had to do....

IS TO MOVE ON!!!

Sorry

2009-04-09T22:46:00.002+08:00

juz wanna say sorry to everyone

i didnt do it on purpose ...

;) I'm happy!

2009-04-09T16:14:00.006+08:00

Don't they make you hungry?
(cupcakes from bisou)

YAY! exams are over. Im happy and ecstatic. woohhooo. Lately, Ive been craving for cupcakes, durian durian secret recipe cake, the chocolate-melting-in-your-mouth cookies that Tenh bakes, brownies and ginger biscuits. I don't know why. I just feel like having them. Food and_ _ _ _ are what I live for. food _ _ _ _ and never fail to put a smile on my face. lol.

Initially, I wanted to post about iuday like a few days ago but I had to so-called prepare for exams. Just so know you know for mid year exams: SEJARAH FORM 1,2 AND 1-5 FORM 3. Just kill me or stab me with a knife.

iuday was a mess and tak happening. thats what people said. Ohcmon. Give us a break,okay. There wasn't enough food, place or cups. Sigh. The best part was that the garage band worked. everyone liked it which is a good thing. heheheehehe.( thanks syt for signing me up for garage band) although i was kinda mad at first when you signed me up.

I WANNA WATCH CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC.

seriously.. its so cool. i loved isla fisher in defenitely maybe so im pretty sure confessions of a shopaholic rocks. hehehe.

ps. xiao yan, when you post something, you dont delete it, okay? ;p

;) i'm happyy!

Pessimism

2009-04-04T20:57:00.005+08:00

Exams just over.
However, i'm still feel stress.
Things start to go wrong.
I've been thinking too much lately.
I begin to worry of myself, the changes in me.
Or rather afraid.
Sigh.

Bless Me,
Syt

꽃보다 남자 Kgotboda Namja

2009-04-02T19:20:00.013+08:00

Boys over Flower

Lee Min Ho - Goo Jun Pyo

Kim Hyun Joong - Yoon Ji Hoo

Kim Bum - So Yi Jung

*The Couple*

kiss =)

Well, i am ,currently, addicted to Boys Over Flower, the korea version of 'meteor garden'. Compared to both taiwanese and japanese version, i love korea version the most. The reason is simple; the story is good and sweet, the songs are nice, the guys are cool and good-looking. Lol. =D

Syt

Apology

2009-04-01T17:47:00.005+08:00

'Sorry' is the only word i can say to Ravi's mom for the inconvenient.

The story is like this. I told Ravi that my mom's gonna fetch us go and back from asiah the day before yesterday. However today, because my sister didn't go tuition at 4.30, and my mom didn't want to fetch back because she didn't want to drive one more round and fetch us back. So, my mom asked me to ask Ravi's mom to send back. I did as what she told. However, her mom was very busy to send us back but she didn't tell. And normally she straight away fetched her sister in school after her work. And now, because of us, she had to fetch us back home and go out again. Moreover, she ain't finish her work yet ,but she just rushed to asiah and sent us back. And guess what, when i reached home, my mom's doing nothing but looking at the flowers.

Ok, i know you don't get the whole story. I can't explain it more than that by just using words only. The conclusion is i feel VERY guilty towards ravi's mom.

Even it is my mom, i can't deny her fault either. Just because she doesn't want to drive one more round, she had made some inconvenient to ravi's mom.

Sorry!

F.R.I.E.N.D

2009-03-31T19:18:00.003+08:00

F-the Fun we did every single day.

R-the Role we played in each other life.

I-the Importance of friends in our daily lifes.

E-the Endless period of friendship.

N-the Names we will always remember.

D-the Destiny that are meant for us to meet.

(Cherish all yout friends. You never know that one day they will be gone forever.)

The Deteriorating Friendship

2009-03-30T23:48:00.002+08:00

Believe it or not, a distance starts to exist between us.
I wish it is only for temporary.
However, no matter how many times i try to pull our relationship closer,
the distance will always be there.

Think back.
Experiences have ,actually, put my life into shape.
I used to want a close friend so badly. Everyone wants a close friend, fyi .
I could stick a person, and follow her everywhere she goes, in every single second.
I could do that, in the past.

But if you ask me to do that again for now, my answer will be definitely a ''No!''.
Ask me why. It's because there's not necessary.
1. Family
2. Career
3. Lover
4. Friends
This is the way i arrange them.
I cherish friends,
but in the meantime, i do believe that friendship won't last long.
It's different matter. Yet, i can't help myself thinking of combining them together.

Sorry to say that but sometimes,
I do feel exhausted of being a friend.

P/S: For the rest of you who see this, agree or not, it's my way of thinking.

Immature

2009-03-28T15:13:00.003+08:00

When there's a choice, i confuse.
When there isn't any, i complain.
Why the hell am i always being so unsatisfy?

2009-03-28T00:07:00.002+08:00

Firstly,

happy birthday yen chyi !!!!
have a great birthday and may God bless you!

Secondly,

Why isn't the people that are supposed to blog in this blog blogging? I feel like I'm the only one actually doing this incase you guys haven't notice. Especially ASHWATHI and XIAO YAN. By the way, this is the first warning, okay.Moving on, school was fun today( during Pn. Indra's absence)lol. We played chi ku pang and laughed like hell. hilarious. lol.

blog bog flog fog

2009-03-25T14:44:00.002+08:00

I've never knew that this side of you existed. I was suprised actually to see this side of you. What you were doing and the person you were referring to actually reminded me of someone. Me. Well, that's enough of the suspense part( i hope i spelled that correctly) lol.

Moving on the the happy and perky side of me. I normally don't talk about school but why not? so here it goes. I actually slept as science today when pn. indra was teaching us about reproduction. It was so boring and long and draggy so I decided to sleep. Hmmm. Never knew this side of me existed. By the way, EXAMS are on the way and i'm about to kill myself. Haven't touched a single book. Why are exams invented? Why cant we just live our lives without having to sit for exams?sigh. Anyway, got heaps of tuition homework to do.

bye bye!;)

I Do Mind.

2009-03-24T23:05:00.002+08:00

A person who knows me well,
will know that i don't mean it when i say
'' i don't mind. ''

-syt-

Envy

2009-03-24T17:49:00.005+08:00

At the first glance, i didn't care. Every now n then, i hear your name being mention but i couldn't care less. Deep down inside, i knew, i had felt it but i burried it deeper. The feeling grew stronger as i got to know you more; the glow of confidence around you; the popularity; literally everything had affected me. I cheered for you, plastering on a smile but inside was a whole different feeling. When u told me about you n your perfect little life, i listened but not out of curiosity, it was something else. Inside, i was on the verge of shutting you up myself. Everytime your name gets called, how i kept wishing it was me, not you. On the outside view, everything about you just seem to spell the word 'perfect' but i knew better, no one on earth is perfect. I'm only left with one thing to do: dream on. Now, eventough i told myself never to let it bother me again but it sometimes still gets to me. I can't lie to myself, I can't stop it, the feeling is still there, under everything else on the outside.....

One sentence to say it all, "I am watching you, every moment, green with envy, don't ever forget that..."

A Day Of School !

2009-03-24T16:58:00.003+08:00

Well, nothing special happen in school today. Ashwathi was absent from school for three days because she is enjoying her time at Langkawi Island.*sigh* How I envy you! Hope you can take me along next time...;p

Today, as any normal day, school was kind of boring. Lots of homework as usual and lots of project we need to pass up....many thanks to our sejarah teacher who gives us such a short notice for this project.

However, the funniest thing that happenned in school today is that Raveena mananaged to irritate Cheryl with her 'fake' voice. It was damn funny as Raveena kept talking to Cheryl about some craps, something about she is going to be ladylike from now on and Cheryl being Cheryl couldn't stand it!

That's all for now....I guess!
Will keep you posted!...XD

Because I'm Stupid

2009-03-22T20:03:00.002+08:00

I know of no one other than you
you’re looking at someone else
yet you have no idea of my feelings like this

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be in the memories either, however
only you, I looked only at you
and the tears keep coming

As i watch you walking past, I’m still happy
even yet you still don’t know my heart
I should stop this and go

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I’m waiting for you

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be remembered either, however
only you, I looked only at you
I’m making memories alone

Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
I look at your pretty smile also
but I cannot laugh with you

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you

bye bye, never say goodbye
even though I cannot hold you like this
I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you
I keep on hoping too, I’ll keep hoping….

I'm waiting for you, i love you.

0.15 seconds

2009-03-19T11:42:00.002+08:00

At times, I wish I were more like you. More valiant. Maybe by doing so I wouldn't be that oblivious to the people around me. Yes, I do envy you at times.You make it look so easy like its your nature. Its your gift I must say.

0.15 seconds. The duration of time the 'eye contact' lasted. I was so close yet so far ;)

R.I.P Natasha Richardson. I've always loved Parents Trap.

More Than Who We Are

2009-03-18T18:33:00.004+08:00

For once, we were strangers to each other.
I can't recall, how we built up our relationship.
When was our first meet and what was our first word when we met?
Somehow, i believe 3 years of friendship,
had made a change of my life.

Non of us is perfect, neither am i.
To complain, is my habit, even i don't want to admit it.
I did that much to you all,
but it doesn't mean i don't cherish you all.
I do, but not in my words, nor actions.
You might not understand it,
but i hope you can feel it.

Time flew fast.
And even if we knew that,
we can't do anything.
A full stop of relationship is waiting for us.
It seems so far yet so near. *rav's favourite quote*
Not trying to think negatively.
Yet, that's the fact.
There's no way to deny it.

But, at least,
we are F.R.I.E.N.D.S
for now.
=D

i'm not that much different than you

2009-03-17T16:46:00.002+08:00

I've been wanting to share this with someone but since I can blog now, I might as well said it out loud. I frequently go for bah kut teh on sundays. Although its not like I like it anyway. Everytime I go for bah kut teh people seem to stare at me in this way which is really really annoying. Then, they'll whisper something to the person next to them and both of them would start starring at me. As if I'm blind not to see that you're starring at me. For God sake. Stop it. Do you actually think it feels so good to be looked at that kind of way. As if I'm an alien of something. I'm just human, okay.

Amateurs

2009-03-17T15:59:00.001+08:00

Well, we're here, making this blog as a first timers and i am now; speechless. Just a few days ago all of us were so excited to create a blog but at last, no one seems to be posting anything...everyone's too busy doing their projects n all....*sigh*.....To honestly say, we're just gonna try to be ourselves, our own thoughts (well, at least i'm going to). We're all aware of Nambiar's & Mia's poetic n bombastic vocab in their blogs but we can't lie to ourselves, it's just not "us"....So it's just up to time to see where our blog will end up with.....n maybe in time, there won't be the six of us anymore....

i guess we'll just have to wait n see........

(PS: earth-to-the-owners-of-this-blog, can u guys pls post something to fill all this empty space)

First

2009-03-17T13:25:00.004+08:00

Since everyone else is so busy, I might as well be the first to blog or whatever you call it. I pretty much have nothing to say though. Well, I've read all this blogs where the writing skills are really fascinating. If only I'm capable of doing so. Unfortunately, I speak manglish instead of english so I'm trying my best to get rid of that slang with the la.

I wished that I could speak and write better english. I wished I read more books when I was little. That way my english wouldn't be so crappy. The funny thing is that I spoken english my whole life. Thats fifteen long years and yet its so bad.