Wonder

I wonder,
if i go to school today, will everything be different?

''Always show the you in you that makes you the you that you are.''

To All My Friends

The Valli Girls - Always There In You lyrics

Always There in You - The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants: The Valli Girls

If you ever lose your way
You don’t have to be afraid
Look inside to find a friend
Who’ll be with you ‘til the end
Many different roads to choose
Searching for the strength to make it through
But it always there in you

''Always there in you.''

Slogans....

There are three slogans that really inspire me .....

• United we stand, together we fall.
• Shoot for the moon and you will land between the stars.
• All for one, one for all.

Thats all...

P.S : Having my piano exam the day after tomorrow...wish me luck..XD

Our Memories

When my mind is blank, all i can think about is..
her.

''Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love,
the things you never want to lose. ''

22/7/2009

It rained in my world.




''Tears explain everything.''

Bon Odori

Went to Bon Odori last night.

Amazingly, i saw nothing except peopleS.

We took a lil' pictures. XD

Pics will make the plot.


School


Stadium Panasonic


Toilets


kawaii..
wanted to kiss him lah


PerfomanceS


Ice-creamS


The four OrangeS =)

It was not that fun cause too packed already
But then, i enjoyed taking pictures.
=D

PS: And there's some correction i have to make for my last post.
My wife somehow did realize me being kind of ''different''.
And thanks to her, for sitting by my side.

''I want go to swimming pool.''
; My mother,=).

Melancholic

Everything seems mattered to me.

For example, why didn't Lim Xiao Yan and Lee Shien Jane say goodbye after school today? Cause most of the time i'll leave earlier than them, so usually i say bye first instead of them. But today, as i had to attent my choir practice, so they went back first. Surprisingly, they went back without any words.

Even such a small matter, i gave it a lot of thoughts.

Next thing, i fought with Irene Lee Wan Chien today. I was just trying to prove to her that the answer is A, instead of B. I admitted that i went a little overboard but till now, i don't think i have done anything wrong. Still, i apologized to her. She just gave me a look and that's all. ''People say sorry doesn't mean you must forgive her''. Fine, never mind then. I didn't loss anything also.

And by the way, I don't need her forgiveness, it's not my fault at all.


Lately, i can't control myself of not thinking negatively. No one seems to come to my rescue. I'm being so directionless and helpless. A very great depression, grief and sadness are existed inside my heart and soul. Things were not going like the way i expected. I'm still hoping for someone to tell me 'everything will be alright', 'it doesn't matter.', 'i'll support you.' or maybe 'Cheer.' But, there will not be any. And i don't know whether i can go through everything of this by myself or not. I begin to doubt myself. If this continuously happen, i think i will suffer from melancholic.

''Any time I got in emotional turmoil,
I felt sick all the time,
like at any minute I would die.''

Worship

He is smart, beyond smart.

He is caring, he cares for his non-blood-relatioship brother, Lincoln.
He is loyal and always trust his buddies, Sucre and Alex.
He is lovely, he loves Sara so much and is willing to sacrifice for her.

He is, Michael Scofield.

I watched the last episode of Prison Break Season 4 yesterday.
And I was crying non-stop.
why does he have to die at last?
why why why?
He dies in the jail because he wants to save his wife and his son life.
In other words, he exchanges their freedom with his death.
but he never had a happy moment in his life before.
His life is just all about RUNNING.

and he is very success of being a
Husband, Father, Uncle, Brother & Friend.

''will always miss you, MS.''

The un-Express-able Anger

I don't feel like going to school nowadays.
Perhaps, it should be,
I have nothing to look foward in school.
School makes everything worst.
School makes me stress.
Maybe, humans are the one that change everything upside down.

''Why are you always thinking too much?
break up, break up lah.
you don't even care what,
do you?''

Idiot is idiot.
Fool is fool.
And you are one of them.

Not Crazy

You know what,
I like the way people put their hand on my forehead,
to test whether i have fever or not.
It makes me feel so warm.

XD

''Love begins by taking care of the closest ones.''

Almost !!!

3 things i did today...

• i smelt Raveena's butt
• and her _ _ _ _ _
• last but not least, i ALMOST kiss vivien's _ _ _ _ _!

And all of these happened...

Is just to avoid getting splash...haiz.!

Remember, Words Can Kill One's Heart.

Trust me, it can.

Just want to take this chance to apologize to her.
Sorry for not telling you truth.
I really do not want you to be disappointed, neither do him.

I know she will not be seeing this,
but this is the only way.

Anyway, i'm off to pangkor.

''miss me when i'm gone.''