F.R.I.E.N.D

F-the Fun we did every single day.

R-the Role we played in each other life.

I-the Importance of friends in our daily lifes.

E-the Endless period of friendship.

N-the Names we will always remember.

D-the Destiny that are meant for us to meet.

(Cherish all yout friends. You never know that one day they will be gone forever.)

The Deteriorating Friendship

Believe it or not, a distance starts to exist between us.
I wish it is only for temporary.
However, no matter how many times i try to pull our relationship closer,
the distance will always be there.

Think back.
Experiences have ,actually, put my life into shape.
I used to want a close friend so badly. Everyone wants a close friend, fyi .
I could stick a person, and follow her everywhere she goes, in every single second.
I could do that, in the past.

But if you ask me to do that again for now, my answer will be definitely a ''No!''.
Ask me why. It's because there's not necessary.
1. Family
2. Career
3. Lover
4. Friends
This is the way i arrange them.
I cherish friends,
but in the meantime, i do believe that friendship won't last long.
It's different matter. Yet, i can't help myself thinking of combining them together.

Sorry to say that but sometimes,
I do feel exhausted of being a friend.

P/S: For the rest of you who see this, agree or not, it's my way of thinking.

Immature

When there's a choice, i confuse.
When there isn't any, i complain.
Why the hell am i always being so unsatisfy?

Firstly,

happy birthday yen chyi !!!!
have a great birthday and may God bless you!

Secondly,

Why isn't the people that are supposed to blog in this blog blogging? I feel like I'm the only one actually doing this incase you guys haven't notice. Especially ASHWATHI and XIAO YAN. By the way, this is the first warning, okay.Moving on, school was fun today( during Pn. Indra's absence)lol. We played chi ku pang and laughed like hell. hilarious. lol.

blog bog flog fog

I've never knew that this side of you existed. I was suprised actually to see this side of you. What you were doing and the person you were referring to actually reminded me of someone. Me. Well, that's enough of the suspense part( i hope i spelled that correctly) lol.


Moving on the the happy and perky side of me. I normally don't talk about school but why not? so here it goes. I actually slept as science today when pn. indra was teaching us about reproduction. It was so boring and long and draggy so I decided to sleep. Hmmm. Never knew this side of me existed. By the way, EXAMS are on the way and i'm about to kill myself. Haven't touched a single book. Why are exams invented? Why cant we just live our lives without having to sit for exams?sigh. Anyway, got heaps of tuition homework to do.


bye bye!;)

I Do Mind.

A person who knows me well,
will know that i don't mean it when i say
'' i don't mind. ''

-syt-

Envy

At the first glance, i didn't care. Every now n then, i hear your name being mention but i couldn't care less. Deep down inside, i knew, i had felt it but i burried it deeper. The feeling grew stronger as i got to know you more; the glow of confidence around you; the popularity; literally everything had affected me. I cheered for you, plastering on a smile but inside was a whole different feeling. When u told me about you n your perfect little life, i listened but not out of curiosity, it was something else. Inside, i was on the verge of shutting you up myself. Everytime your name gets called, how i kept wishing it was me, not you. On the outside view, everything about you just seem to spell the word 'perfect' but i knew better, no one on earth is perfect. I'm only left with one thing to do: dream on. Now, eventough i told myself never to let it bother me again but it sometimes still gets to me. I can't lie to myself, I can't stop it, the feeling is still there, under everything else on the outside.....


One sentence to say it all, "I am watching you, every moment, green with envy, don't ever forget that..."

A Day Of School !

Well, nothing special happen in school today. Ashwathi was absent from school for three days because she is enjoying her time at Langkawi Island.*sigh* How I envy you! Hope you can take me along next time...;p

Today, as any normal day, school was kind of boring. Lots of homework as usual and lots of project we need to pass up....many thanks to our sejarah teacher who gives us such a short notice for this project.

However, the funniest thing that happenned in school today is that Raveena mananaged to irritate Cheryl with her 'fake' voice. It was damn funny as Raveena kept talking to Cheryl about some craps, something about she is going to be ladylike from now on and Cheryl being Cheryl couldn't stand it!

That's all for now....I guess!
Will keep you posted!...XD

Because I'm Stupid

I know of no one other than you
you’re looking at someone else
yet you have no idea of my feelings like this

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be in the memories either, however
only you, I looked only at you
and the tears keep coming

As i watch you walking past, I’m still happy
even yet you still don’t know my heart
I should stop this and go

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I’m waiting for you

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be remembered either, however
only you, I looked only at you
I’m making memories alone

Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
I look at your pretty smile also
but I cannot laugh with you

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you

bye bye, never say goodbye
even though I cannot hold you like this
I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you
I keep on hoping too, I’ll keep hoping….

I'm waiting for you, i love you.

0.15 seconds

At times, I wish I were more like you. More valiant. Maybe by doing so I wouldn't be that oblivious to the people around me. Yes, I do envy you at times.You make it look so easy like its your nature. Its your gift I must say.

0.15 seconds. The duration of time the 'eye contact' lasted. I was so close yet so far ;)

R.I.P Natasha Richardson. I've always loved Parents Trap.

More Than Who We Are

For once, we were strangers to each other.
I can't recall, how we built up our relationship.
When was our first meet and what was our first word when we met?
Somehow, i believe 3 years of friendship,
had made a change of my life.

Non of us is perfect, neither am i.
To complain, is my habit, even i don't want to admit it.
I did that much to you all,
but it doesn't mean i don't cherish you all.
I do, but not in my words, nor actions.
You might not understand it,
but i hope you can feel it.

Time flew fast.
And even if we knew that,
we can't do anything.
A full stop of relationship is waiting for us.
It seems so far yet so near. *rav's favourite quote*
Not trying to think negatively.
Yet, that's the fact.
There's no way to deny it.

But, at least,
we are F.R.I.E.N.D.S
for now.
=D

i'm not that much different than you

I've been wanting to share this with someone but since I can blog now, I might as well said it out loud. I frequently go for bah kut teh on sundays. Although its not like I like it anyway. Everytime I go for bah kut teh people seem to stare at me in this way which is really really annoying. Then, they'll whisper something to the person next to them and both of them would start starring at me. As if I'm blind not to see that you're starring at me. For God sake. Stop it. Do you actually think it feels so good to be looked at that kind of way. As if I'm an alien of something. I'm just human, okay.

Amateurs

Well, we're here, making this blog as a first timers and i am now; speechless. Just a few days ago all of us were so excited to create a blog but at last, no one seems to be posting anything...everyone's too busy doing their projects n all....*sigh*.....To honestly say, we're just gonna try to be ourselves, our own thoughts (well, at least i'm going to). We're all aware of Nambiar's & Mia's poetic n bombastic vocab in their blogs but we can't lie to ourselves, it's just not "us"....So it's just up to time to see where our blog will end up with.....n maybe in time, there won't be the six of us anymore....

i guess we'll just have to wait n see........

(PS: earth-to-the-owners-of-this-blog, can u guys pls post something to fill all this empty space)

First

Since everyone else is so busy, I might as well be the first to blog or whatever you call it. I pretty much have nothing to say though. Well, I've read all this blogs where the writing skills are really fascinating. If only I'm capable of doing so. Unfortunately, I speak manglish instead of english so I'm trying my best to get rid of that slang with the la.

I wished that I could speak and write better english. I wished I read more books when I was little. That way my english wouldn't be so crappy. The funny thing is that I spoken english my whole life. Thats fifteen long years and yet its so bad.