Drifted apart

Sometimes u just make me wonder...is it all real, is it the real u?....i'm really confused....one moment u're laughing, enjoying..one moment later, it just emo all the way.....silence...not a word mentioned until it concerns u....why do i feel like i'm the one contributing to this....I have no idea if u noticed, but i tried....again n again....but it never works....i feel like i'm the only one not able to do anything, the one whose not able to help out or get along with.... i wonder, are u happy or are u still hoping for something else...i guess it's bcoz we have nothing in common anymore....everyone feeds u with a certain need, desire, interest...something in common....but not me...i think it lost long time ago....everything i do or ask just to end with a one-word answer n then the end....i feel like giving up, [hah!] but i noe i cant...i admit that we could go on a day, everday without talking at all n i woulnt even feel like anything's missing but...it's just my nature to bother...to feel kinda guilty...i do not want this to continue....i want a change, back to the old days...i will try my best to not let this matter slip out hand as long as i can help it....but all i ask of u is just to respond sincerely and realise....